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Patchwork Quilt First Attempt by kizgoth
Patchwork Quilt First Attempt
Having never made one before... I think this came out quite well!
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It's a girl! by kizgoth
It's a girl!
We found out on the 17th of June. Little lady is growing well and looks "great" from what we were told <3
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As the crow flies by kizgoth
As the crow flies
We've got a nest right next to our window, they've just had their eggs hatch :)
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My Gentleman Friend.

You saved me.
You were there when I was alone,
Cold,
Tired,
Full of hate,
Sadness
And anger.
You took me under your wing,
Treated me like a lady,
Like the adult I am.
We were never more than friends,
I never wanted that.
I didn’t love you that way,
You didn’t love me that way.
Just friends.
We respected each other too much.
You listened to me,
For hours…
And hours…
And hours..
About my hate,
Sadness
And anger.
You heard about the injustice,
The failings from doctors,
From friends.
You stood up for me,
When I had no one.
Then I stopped coming over.
Life changed.
I moved away.
I procrastinated..
Now you’re gone..
And I’ll never see you again.
And I’m sorry..
I’m..
I’m really..
Really..
Sorry.
I love you.
In the way that someone loves a family member.
And I’ll always remember.
I’ll remember your voice.
The stories.
The laughter.
The sadness..
Yes..
Even the sadness..
It just means that I remember more of you.
I’ll miss coming over.
The smell of your pipe.
Your budgie..
I wonder if he will speak..
I hope he says “ratbag”..
Like you said he would…
I’ll miss our talks..
About the hate,
The Sadness,
And anger..
And about the good times.
The things I haven’t spoken of.
So much to say..
Goodbye my gentleman friend.
Maybe I’ll see you again.
I love you.
Last night, my good friend Robert (picsnapper) passed away.

He helped me through a nervous breakdown and through some truly dark times.

I consider him one of my best friends... He was like an uncle to me.

He inspired me to always better myself photographically, but more importantly, emotionally.

His life, love and amazing speaking voice will stay with me forever.

I'm going to miss you, Robert.

Love, Merkimbie.
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kizgoth
To Protect and Sever
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
United Kingdom
Current Residence: Oxfordshire, England.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: S/M.
Favourite genre of music: Metal.
Operating System: Windows 7.
MP3 player of choice: My phone.
Wallpaper of choice: Skatty, Misi and Pop.
Favourite cartoon character: Chihiro, Spirited Away.
Personal Quote: If life gives you lemons, throw them back and demand oranges
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:iconmixolydia:
Mixolydia Featured By Owner 3 days ago
:poke:
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:iconkizgoth:
kizgoth Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
:poke:
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:iconblackkitty888:
blackkitty888 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015
hey how is the baby
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:iconwolfy-westy:
Wolfy-Westy Featured By Owner May 24, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the watch!
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:iconblackkitty888:
blackkitty888 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2015
=D
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RandomCatLady Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch :squee:
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EvilEspressoDrinks Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Student Writer
happy birthday 
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VintageWarmth Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014   General Artist
Happy Birthday Ingeline by KmyGraphic
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:iconkizgoth:
kizgoth Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you <3
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Luke-The-Spook Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I see 3 cooling towers at Didcot bit it last month. What a shame. :(
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